Couldnt Breate and Felt sick..

July 20 2024

Can't believe that this Month is Almost over. It felt like last week was the 1st of July. Kids start school on Aug 7th. I am not ready for that. I got so much things to do. Clothes and shoe shopping. I want some slip on shoes for me cause the ones i have Or not that kind. Well it started on Friday of last week where i couldnt breathe it was awful. Like No matter if i sat up or layed down and walked around nothing was helping. I ended up going to the ER cause I couldn't handle the feeling. They checked me blood and all and everything was good i am Healthy which is a good sign. My Oxygen was 99 so that was good. So he just sent me home. I felt like crying cause i couldnt shake the feeling to go away at that moment. So i stayed in ac and its been helping. My mom said my aunt gave her some inhalation Aerosol and My mom gave them to me today and I tried it earlier and right now i feel alot better ofcourse im not at 100% but i feel better then what i did earlier. I have 3 so for back ups and i am always just going to carry with me incase when im out I can use it and it'll help ya know. I just want to feel better so i can just be happy.. So this guy i talked to about 3 months ago Contacted me and was like how was i doing and etc. If i needed anything for me to message him. I don't want to be rude but i want to just be friends. I haven't really been wanting to talk. I got to much on my plate. Just Focusing on myself and my family ya know. I don't want any relationships right now. I did a few months ago but after the last guy was enough to just be like nah im good. I know there is some good guys out there but as of right now. I don't want no one Period. I don't have to answer to anyone but myself lol.. Also Notice that i have a little bite on my neck not sure what took a bite out of me lol. It hurts a little. But anyways i just wanted yall to know whats going on. How i been feeling what i been going through. Sometimes just dont wanna be online cause of that feeling.. Anyways i hope you all are good ;) talk soon!

Crazy Week, No Power No lights and so on

July 16 2024

Well if you didn't know a Harricane hit us pretty hard last week. Our lights turned off Sunday night and Didnt get lights till Friday. It was Hot as hell and I got through it. But it has been a mess now that Everything in our Fridge is pretty much gone. Trying to get money to replace the food. But Fema isn't doing that right now. So I dunno its been pretty stressful and I dont know what to do at this point. I hadn't felt like really blogging cause its pretty much depressing. I been trying to Catch up on sleep and doing other things to get through the week. I am just Super Tired, Thank god for water and Power it was pretty tough those 5 freaking days. We went to go eat out with the family and When we got done at the resturant the lights went off and im like omg whats going to happen now. It was a mess. I am so sick of the weather. I just Want to get back to normal at this point. I wanna Have food in the fridge and get through this. We are not the only one going through this hard times.. I when things get back to normal i will try and talk about it more. I did get sick though with a cold. I feel better but i feel like i can't breath. So i been resting trying to get better. Pray for us. Talk soon!

Soo much Pain in my Chest

July 6th 2024

Yesterday when i moved that thing i ended up hurting myself. Now my chest is hurting really bad. I took some Aspirin but not really helping much. Hope it goes away soon so i can sleep ok tonight. Well i changed the layout so refresh your cache and you will be able to see the new look. Im running out of colors to do lol.. So this will be on till i come up with a Halloween theme one. Anyways We went to the dollar store, picked up meds at cvs and then my daughter wanted a apple card for online. Then came back home. I got a some goodies like chips, soda and some salads i have been just wanted to eat salads. But it turned out to be 100 outside. It is way to hot to do anything to be honest. Trying to stay in the house and be in the ac. Can't really do anything with this weather.. I wish we could fix up the pool and see if it is useable cause i spend so much money on it and then we don't set it up ya know. So hopefully in the morning. I have to do that and i have to help my mom and dad fix the drive way coming in cause the water washed it out and theres a big hole. But hopefully this pain goes away so i can get that done and then i have to help him build a chicken coop cause The chickens are just running all over the yard lol..They love it though. But they need to be somewhere they can lay eggs and we can start getting those eggs in the morning cause they are expensive at the store.So thats my to do list. Then Monday i have o go buy Groceries for these kids and put stuff up in the Fridge for them. Everyone has been using it lol. They put there drinks in and there milk lol it came in handy.I been trying to watch something new but its hard when you have seen everything lol..But I just wanted to Change the layout and Hopes this pain would go away but its still there. Might have to take something else.. Gotta put this doggy in her cage so she can get some rest she stoled all my blankets lol.. Anyways you guys take it easy. Talk soon!

What a week

July 5 2024

I can't believe yesterday was the 4th of july. It came and went It was a pretty fast day. My son left with his dad yesterday and he's having a good time. Probably take my Daughter to the movies next week she wants to see inside out 2..Not much has been going on. I been pretty chill lately cause its been 105 ouside and everytime i go outside the sun makes me sick. So i try to do stuff inside. My dad got a Genortor incase the strom hits. Looks like its coming this way. Oh let me tell you what happen. So like in May of this year i was talking to this guy I thought he was cool and nice at first. Well i didn't talk in his live stream cause i fell a sleep and he got mad and started telling me off for no reason. I didn't say anything back cause it would have been just of waste of time. Well i stop talking to him after that happened and on July 2 i woke up and got a message saying that he uploaded a video and it had my name on it and where i lived and saying something about my kids and oh i laughed at this part that my parents didn't care about me. But why even put my kids into the mix. Like u got beef with me what does my kids have to do with this crap. Well anyways He is Crazy i dunno what else he plans on doing but you just don't go on the internet a blast someones information out there. Like i get that if we have Drama on the internet thats fine but don't go putting out anyones information out there cause you are mad. It doesn't solve anything. It gets yourself more into trouble. I reported him to the police. Well i notice he put that shit on Twitch and i reported him a bunch and got him taken off of twitch completely and then i had my friends report his youtube and i asked them not to say anything or comment on his videos cause it would have made things worse. I reported it and my friends reported that videos. It took 3 days i kept reporting everyday cause you just don't do that. I even comment and said that he didn't have no permisson to put my information like that on the internet and i checked a while ago and youtube removed those videos. Thank god. I was having an Anxiety attack from it all. Like i was freaking out. Be careful who you trust out there. Some people are way to crazy. I removed myself off the dating site You can't trust anyone anymore. Im just so tired of being treated. Sometimes i wish i was ugly so stupid guys wouldnt just use me like that. Anyways im just glad i got that shit off the internet. I did that since july 2.. Anyways my anxiety is better..But anyways well see what kind of Damages this storm brings in.. Hope all is well talk soon. Oh going to work on a new layout tonight.