The Name is Karmen. I am 40 Years old. I am a Mother of 2 Amazing
Children who are my world. I been Single for the past 5 years now. I struggle alot with following the crime of d4vd..
APRIL 30TH 2026
i been following the story of d4vd for the past year if everything going on while i am glad they finally got him and i just want Justice for Celeste. i had no idea who the singer was and then i started reading up the lyrics and thought that was a confessions since the beginning. i know it took so long to get him but its just prettynsad about this happen to a 14 year old..what are your thoughts on this?well for a month i had been dealing with a earache which i thought was so bad i was trying to get the day without pain and i was on 2 different pills to atleast function i had to cook dinner and the kids are like im to tired to wash dishes while inwas dealing with pain i still got up and cooked.. i had to eat and so did they.. but the only one that helps me a ton is my son. he did wash dishes this morning while i made him breakfast.my daughter was supposed tomwash dishes this after noon but did nothing to help me out so i went in there about an hour ago and i washed dishes, i organized the pantry i got rid of stuff and i made a fresh batch of sweet tea and i made some chocolate cookies for them.. I got a money order for rent i have to pay monday and then this morning i went to sams and got some stuff for the house like paper plates food and some other stuff like katchup amd my son wants me to make alfredo so im making that tomorrow. i got some meat for the month. i forgot a few things lol. seems to always happen, i wash the pots and pans i did alot today and now my back hurts but im fixing to the bathroom closets and then take me a shower and then come relax.. Friday i got my tooth pulled last week and im steal dealing with ear pain so im going to have to make an apointment again and find out whats going on cause my jaw still hurts probably from the tooth pulled. but i would think id feel better with the ear but i dont know whats going on with all of that im just tired of being in pain.. anyways i gonna get going. sorry the sites been down. i plan to work on something soon. its just now i cant draw my layouts cause my daughter took my pencil cause hers broke and i gave her mine until i can buy a new one for her while i get mine back i miss drawing.. or just get a samsung tablet which comes with a pen to draw.. im may have to go that route will see.. anyways ill talk to you all soon..
thanks for sticking around..
karmen
its been a while and a scary January 2026 and more
march 12th 2026
wow has it been a crazy few months. where do i start? so i guess i will start at the beginning after my birthday probably a week later i started feeling super thirsty out of the blue and i was drinking water like it was like no tomorrow and from when the water didnt help i went on to cokes because it went on like that for a week and then instopped eating cause my mouth was so dry nothing was tasting good. was at walmart and i was tripping everywhere and i asked my mom if she could take me to the hospital because something wasnt right as soon as i got there they said my sugar was 1800 and kept checking up on me none stop. how ever i didnt know it could go up that high but she said i could have been in a coma or dead and by the grace of god he saved my life.. I dont know how i survived that one. through it all they kept taking blood out of me until i just couldnt give anymore blood. it was a scary moment. it took a while to really recover. i was there for a week and my mind was with the kiddos most of the time. But i had to change my whole life. i was weighting around 220 lbs and while i was there she said i was 180lbs i never lost so much weight before. im doing better thank god. i take insulin and thats been helping me.. but it was a scary moment im just glad and thank god i survived it and to see another life.. i couldnt really talk about beforebecause i was just going through so much and just trying to take care of my health..we got that through and lately just been so stressed out lately. i been paying my bills on time and just staying on top of everything as much as possible. i guess trying to make sure we get all these inspections and people coming to check on the apartment and making sure keeping up with cleaning habits and so far every night i put my music on and take all trash out and i clean and wash dishes incase they come in. they told me my house is the cleanest im like i love to hear that.trying to teach the kids tonhelp me more because sometimes my hands and wrist hurts and i cant do it so they step in.but sometimes its hard..
my sons been trying to learn to turn on the stove on his own but as a mother i have to go behind him because if he has an episode inwanna make sure he doesnt leave anything on lol.. anyways i guess im gonna make soup today. i gotta get it stafted i was gonna do it on the crock pot but i didnt go to sleep early lol so that did t work out but i may start it early atleast try and get the meat in the pot.. but im sure there is more i meed to talk about but my minis just blank so i will try and blog next week again..talk soon!
Karmen
What I wish someone had told me
Dec 19 2025
That in My coding was a little tiny pc that would not show my layout whats ever. Dude I had everything and my brian took about to find out what the tiny thing was going on in my coding. Stupid now that i think about it. Look give me a break its been a couple of months and Months feels like years That i really handnt done anything to be honest. Once i am Doing tik tok or doing chorse and i just get tired. But i did mop today so thats plus i just couldn't wash dishes because Tremors Were extra bad today. Still Bad I should be relaxing and sleeping but the dumb coding had me like WTF was going on cause this new layout took forever to put up other wise i would have it uploaded at 12 midnight but noo its already 1:30am.. So what i did was when I put the coding in the index ya know where it shows public_html/test/header.php LOL i had to remove the test but i didnt see it and i refresh and still nada ARGH.. Why wasnt my brain working around this time lol.. HAHAHA I really hope you like this new layout. I achually took the time to Draw the girl on there, Not sure i like like it. But i needed to Take off that painful Layout of before and put something else. LOL.. I am more then sure you guys were getting tired of that same old look i know i was lol.. AI had to help me with my problem and i said i need to clean cahe or whatever the problem was LOL.. ughWell in other news, My dad had to run some Test last month And he also had Surgery And has since Recovered. Im just trying to help my mom as much as i can. also when the new year comes. I have to start helping her have yard sales so i can get her and my dad to sell the house. So we have to have a yardsale and everything must go. I also Need to get her out of there cause a 4 bedroom isnt needed anymore and Its To much for her to maintain. But everything Checks out with my dad and No cancer. So Now they will check him every year maybe im not sure how that works but he said if he ever gets it again he wont Do anymore of chemo and understand cause that really took a tool out of him and my mom.
We made it here in our new place. We been here since August 2025. We been here 4 months. I miss my parents a lot. But i also really enjoy our new home. Its bitter sweet. Ya know i call my mom everyday and we video chat and the kids seem to be really happy here. They love their new rooms. Im going to try and order them a new desk. I would also like to explore more options with Section 8 and see other places to go. So far its pretty awesome here, NO drama and i havent even met anyone near me they all stay to their selfs. I may leave my door open in the mornings and let air flow in. But i started to open my window and turned off the heater cause yesterday it was in the 70s. So it was nice weather.. I got up in the afternoon and Started to Mops everywhere incudling the rooms and My son said he would do his room. So he did that and i tackled the kids room but now that i remember i didnt even mop my room.. LOL oops. I will tackle the Dishes tomorrow in the morning when ever i get up. I have to get up in the morning and Take that Silverlink internet box to the ups lol and sent that shit back.. Its goood for RVs but dont recomend for apartment with a 3 bedroom. It sucks balls and IT worked only in our rooms but wasnt fast it was slooooow.. How ever we went with striaght talk and everyone is happy and it works for this Apartment and it reaches everyones room. Highly recomend and it super cheap. I will pay only $45 a month for unlimited Data.. Anyways this was a long as Post. Sorry its been crazy these months. I am going to go top by on everyones profile and see who still has me and if the sites are still around. Do a cleanup and if theresnothing to clean i'll Be back around.. Sorry no Christmas this year and no layout for Christmas.. Talk soon!