sat here and cleaned up some apps that needed to be moved and put in folders. Left this morning for mine and my daughters mental health check up and to see how we are doing. Im doing good. So took her and my son to get clothes they surely needed some hoodies,shirts and some joggers, socks and other things. I got them a bunch of stuff. Almost $200 for everything they got at tj maxx. We found all the graphic shirts and i kept finding a bunch so we were all into them looking for the ones we wanted. I saw chucky and had to have it lol. Im no longer need a xl so i went with just a large. The doctor was telling me that i should try to get on the shot for diabeties its like once a week and it'll help me loose more weight so im willing to try it but i want them to check my AKC1 first before i decide on that opition. I was looking at some stuff online well youtube and decided maybe thats a better choice for me.I mean im trying with my diet. Its hard it isn't easy at all..But i do stay away from sweets but ofcourse the other day i bunch of mint white chocolate lol. Its hard but im ok. Anyways so i go in on the 11th and see if they will check my blood first.
Well I think who ever is commenting on my cbox don't know this but "Nine" has been offline since oct 17. She decided to delete everything and i don't know when she decided to delete her website but it must of been somewhere around there. How ever i don't think just because people wanted her gone she decided to remove her self. There must of been another reason. I mean it stinks that she's gone but i bet it don't have to do with anyone else. Who knows i could be wrong. Hope shes happy with online or offline and hopefully her mental health is good. I just want her to relize how she effects other people and how there mental health is before you bullying someone. The drama needs to stop already. The only reason why i bring it up is cause I know the person who is such a sweet heart and for her to go through something like that is horriable no one should go through that. Bullying needs to stop period. No excuses just delete those hate website, help me report them. Cause the one on tumblr don't want to closed to the website. So if we get your input that would help maybe to get the site taken down.. Bullying is not the answer anymore. You can get reported for that. You don't want to have that on your records..Lets keep the peace and GIRL POWER going.
Well thats all about what went on today. I will talk to you tomorrow!
Sometimes people need to change there attitude
November 29 2023 Mood:Bored
This is for the people thats commenting on my cbox about Nine deleting her website. How can i say this with out hurting anyones feeling. Karma is a bitch but we all have room on the internet. I don't hate her website i thought she did really well on her designs and stuff. I never visited because i really don't know why i didn't. I visit the one time and then i found the hate site and didn't like her right away i was pretty much disgusted. We should spread love and not hate on the inernet. What she did to to pim was uncalled for. She could of emailed her and told her something instead of building who website about her. I get thats the way it was back then but this the real world and people have feelings. I didn't imagine her site would b closed forever. Her site was neat. I just wish she would change her Attitude about people and not be so rude and mean to pim and other people. It would have been different if she didnt make the website. Had she dicuss this issue over email it would have been alot better. I hope shes happy in life and hope one day her site comes back..I know i know i could have writing her a whole email but i don't talk to her and i don't know her email. But when she decides to come back will be here and maybe she needs to be nicer to people she hates.. It would make things easier.Thats all i gotta say about that..
So today i got out for a bit cause my mom had doctors apointment and guess what i lied my head on the chair back seat and i fell a sleep lol. She didn't have to get off the doctor came to the truck and treated her. I think that is too cool. Tomorrow i have an appointment with the mental health doctor. One of the meds have spiked up my diabetes and it either needs to be changed or she need to give me a lower dose. I caan't wait to see how much i weight lol. hope its good news. Id be ok if it was at 200.. But anything lower would be awesome.. Anyways thats all i really did oh wait i got mc donalds and got the kids mcdonalds for lunch! Then came stright home. All is good so far. Well hope you all had amazing day!
With love
November 28 2023 Mood:Im ok
Well someone Brought it to my attention that "nine" who owns Prism snow i think thats how you spell it is no longer online. I hope that she didnt leave the internet. Hope that she comes back with her site. I never visit that site so i didnt know it was closed or down. So that sucks. When i write about people i don't intent to hate them i let things go. I type it out but don't wish on anyone bad terms or that there site should be shut down or closed forever. I just say what i feel and move past it. I support her site and graphics and how this is only temp..Hope it comes back.
Let's see i didn't want to go anywhere today cause it was 2 damn cold to get out of bed i mean like this morning it must of been in 30s cause i couldnt get out of bed cause i was so cold. But i love every minute of it.Just my hair is not doing anything i want it to do and im trying to grow it back out and its crazy bad hair day everyday lol.I had it..But it was super short and its growing back again. Im going to have to look at jeans again to buy i don't know what size i am yet but i need to hit the mall and try some on and see what size i am. I was noticing my hips have gone down. Im happy lol..
Was looking at Selena Gomez and Justin Bieber love story. I hope they get back together i think thats what fans want. I know they will always love each other but how they find each other again. Guess well see..Love is so hard to find at my age. It's not the same i miss some of the guys i dated and specially one guy i could never forget and that is William I started to thinking that if i was married to him i don't think after he died i would be with anyone else. I think his wife married someone a year later and i think thats so sad to hear that. I don't think i could do that. It would be to soon for me. But everyone has there process of going through something. Some then others move on and some can't. But guess thats life huh. Well i sure do miss him everyday. I wish he didn't have to go but it was his time. I just relaized that life is to short to be mad all the time. Let things go. Don't stay mad at anyone. Move past and move on. I try not to be mad at anyone. I let things go and i move on. Like my cousion i haven't talked to her in ages BUT i don't wish anything bad on her, i have forgiving her and moved on and wish her well. Hope shes happy. I'll never forget the way she talked to my mom. But i don't hold grudges So im over it but i wont talk to her. Thats the way i feel like i might get mad and say something but i dont hold grudges and move past them ya know. Like wish you well.. Theres this girl i went to school with and i saw her on FB and blocked her why you might ask? Well the reason why she use to steal the guys i was dating telling them she loved them and 2 guys i dated started to date her. Which is find they where left overs. Its just the respect she could have had. She said if i was ever in her area where she lived she would kick my butt LOL.. I laugh because she never can catch me lol joking. Nah i wish her well i told her that through a message we were kids when things happen and i forgive you. Wish you well and best wishes. Tell this dad i havent removed her block list. for my own peace of mind its better just to leave it at that. Don't wanna be friends.Moved on and keep moving on. Im much more happier. Well Just don't hold grudges ya'll for your own peace of mind forgive but never forget.. Take care!
Good Sunday..
November 26 2023
Didn't really felt like blogging today or yesterday. I think I'll have to start taking breaks on the weekends sometimes. Today got up early to do a little bit of grocery shopping. Didn't feel like going but went anyways. My sons like atleast you get to get out lol.. He came to the room this afternoon and i was watching tv and was trying to sneek into the candy and my dog start growling at him lol. Shes like thays my stash lol. So im like what are you doing and my son tells the dog your a snitch lol. We laughed thought it was funny then he asked me for some and i said get some and the dog was ok after that. Not much happen today we just stayed homeand it was super cold outside so nothing to do.
Great news
November 24 2023 at 9:24pm Mood:Happy
Well My dad got some good news. Remember how i said he did an cat scan on his chest well it came back clear. That has to be GOD. If i don't know what else to tell you that god has healed him. So every 3 months he has to go get test and scans to make sure its not coming back. So Like in january he is gonna have another pet scan. But i have to think Positive that there is nothing there. Prayers are real and they help the ones you love. Having to go through with someone who has or had cancer you know the process of it all. You never wanna see your loved ones going through the battle cause chemo is hard and it sucks. I thank god every day for a new day. A new day that my dad gets to live and Free of cancer. So yea then after that we went to go have breakfast and i had a platter with two eggs and bacon, susage, and ham so i got pretty fool and i also had one pancake and that just kept me full all day and when i got up to eat all the food was gone and my son kept saying he was sorry and i said what are you sorry for and he goes cause i had two plates lol. I said i wont go with out eating. I'll just take your noodles lol. But i had some burritos. Took the kiddos to the store this afternoon will atleast one of them cause the other one didnt want to go. So we picked up ice cream, candy, some sweet tea and chips. I ended up leaving the store spending to much mula.. I try to get them snacks so there stomach stays happy lol. But that pretty much all i did today. I just watched a good seris on netflix its called A Nearly normal family and yes its good. Its not a long series but the episodes are pretty long and there is only 6 episodes. But really good. Its about a Murder so thats all im going to say. Cause i might tell you all of it lol. Well im get going talk to yall later :).btw before i forget Thanksgiving turned out pretty good. Sorry i didnt blog yesterday i ended up just relaxing and going to sleep. Oh yea yesterday my blue heeler had her puppies. She had 5 and they all are soo very cute. Can't wait to see them playing around and how there colors will look like. I hope we keep them all. <3 i love puppies a sucker for them.
Good Day..
November 22 23 at:7:31pm Mood:Happy
Hello out there how are you all doing? Well it turned out to be a good day. We went to go eat free turkey at the subdivison and it was good. I think we all agreed that it was better last year maybe cause they had more choices and it was better. Don't ge me wrong it was good just no flavor. But the kids enjoyed it and they where both there for the sweets. So they both got a bunch of sweets. My son was just saying how he should have got another plate im like your going to eat more tomorrow. So i felt bad trying to give him ideas on what to eat. Hes a growing kid. I'm watching Squid Games on netflix. Its good but you have to hear everyone decide on who they would get rid of. Anyways I didn't work on anything yesterday. I got into this new Threads on instagram and i joined and all of sudden we started supporting girls and adding every girl on there. My arm hurts from approving everyone and adding everyone lol. I love how girls are supporting each other. Threads I think even on the web that we Make websites that we all should learn something instead of hating each other we should be supporting each other. I see like "nine" sorry had to say it i notice she only be friends certian people and then shes like a leader and some of her friends can't even be friends with other people which is stupid like does she have a choke hold on them all. I mean come on. There should be room for new friends always and growth and help each other with everything. If we needed. Follow each other and support each other. We should all learn something from this.
The Cold is back
November 21 2023 at:7:49pm Mood:headache
Um i was looking at stats for the month and so far its pretty good i mean 150 to 250 a day is pretty darn good. Thats for this year. So i gotta blog and blog <3 well im just glad i get visitors.. I found some old old pictures of me and my kids when they where little and I found old old graphics when i used to own glitzylyts.info and unique-angel.com. May set them up on here at a later time. I don't know yet when but i found some good ones. Oh and i saw old old layouts that i use to make i feel like maybe i was more creative back then lol. But i notice my layout are just like this one. Crazy how things don't change lol. I forgot how to make glitterly text and seems like i did quit a bit of them. I miss seeing stuff like that and i miss working on more then that. So i guess i need to add more stuff coming soon! I need to work on new stuff ya know. Get creative again. Anyways today i had a headache all day. I dont know if its cause i didnt take my meds or what. So then tonight my ears started to hurt. It might be the weather. it is about 52 outside and the wind is blowing so its pretty chili out there. But i got my fan on lol. I found some of my old emails and was getting into them and recovery alot today. So i went through stuff i hadnt seen in ages. I loved it look back at all the photos i had. All the emails i had sent and all the people i use to host on unique-angel.com I was amazed that there was so many of yall..they where dated back in 2006 to 2009 I was just shocked to see them but happy ya know. Anyways well see if i feel like working on anything tonight or relax. So will see. Talk to you all soon!
Toothach's suck ass
November 20 2023 Mood:sleepy
I had this shit typed out on what happen today and all of sudden the browser turned off like wtf. Ugh so im gonna say that i went to the dentist with my mom cause her tooth was hurting really bad and i understand how she was feeling it sure is no fun to deal with. So we get up there to the desk to pay and my mom asks if they take payments so that she could get those teeth pulled and they said they had a system they could try for credit well i dunno how much they approved her for and then asked me to run my credit and i said ok. Well i got 1,000 but it wouldnt cover all she needed to be done. But in the process of doing that she asked for my email and i gave her one and she didnt even know how to spell it. She got holy instead of of onlyone and then i gave her another email and she didnt know how to spell acid she put acide and im like what you don't know how to spell it crazy and then we did another one and it has hosting and she couldn't even spell hosting. Im like How the F did you get this job if you can't spell. im not educated like collage savey but im really good at spelling. Use to make 100s on my spelling test all through school. Use to get big bars of candy from the teachers. But yea i dunno those were some easy emails to remember. I mean they werent even hard. Even when we left my moms like the word hosting is just so easy how could she not know that? Im like i need to know who hired her lol.. So anyways we were talking about how she should try to get one pulled and then see how much it would be for just one. But she still said $500 and im like why does she keep going to that section when the doctor pointed out where it was and i said i don't think that lady knew what she was doing. I said it says right here $109 so how did that get there i dunno someone not doing there job. What a mess. She ended up getting some antibotics for her teeth for pain and stuff. So we left and then we went into walmart i took of my sweater by then cause it was raining off and on and i was hott. So when i got into walmart i heard the rain come down fast and i said aww man i left my jacket in the truck lol. I said i guess im getting wet today haha. Anyways then i took my mom to go get some food. Then brought some food for the kids and they both were happy. Thats pretty much all i did today. I came home and laid in the bed and took a 5 to 10 min sleep and woke up to someone calling me and i answered and said hello like a bunch and they never answered. ugh. So i hanged up.. I have to call some doctors tomorrow in the morning so my son can see a doctor for his epilipsy. And my daughter needs a check up. So i got alot of things to do. Anyways thanks for reading. oh i forgot to mention that my jeans that are 18 were coming down when i was walking up to the store Im like these Jeans are gonna have to go to my daughter. I really loved those to. Now i need to go to a smaller size. With out knowing it im just gonna end up leaving all the nice jeans i got from holister are gonna end up with my daughter lol.. I need a belt.. or buy new jeans.. Anyways im gonna go shower and then get ready for bed. goodnight!
Had thanksgiving today
November 19 2023 at:8:49pm Mood: Tired
My son got up early this morning to help my mom with the turkey. He was so excited to help his grandma make some food and he really enjoyed it. Then he ran to my room this morning you want breakfast he said and i was like yea so i eat. Then later when the turkey was done he ran over here and said the turkey is done you wants some and i said yea lol. So we went to eat on the table he was so happy. I said you did good :). So pretty much since i got a turkey free we decided to make it early. But we plan to go with the family to eat somewhere for thanksgiving and then we plan to eat more turkey in the sundivison with our friends. Hope they have pie. cause we didn't have any. Well i don't eat sugar so we don't buy it much. I get it for the kids though sometimes. Then the internt was acting up like around 6pm. So i got up and cleaned a little im not fully done yet but its a process there is tons of boxes i need to get rid of and put it in the burn pile outside. So I cleaned out the dogs cage and had to trash all her blankets cause they where gross and put a fresh and clean one in there for her. Now its clean. She put her head down cause she knew i guess but im like well it was done in your cage so im not mad. I just have to clean it more ofthen. But anyways I went to sit on the couch with my mom and dad to watch tv and i knocked out on the sofa but it was so funny i woke up to the dog licking my face im like really lol. To funny. Anyways we got a new hostee :D welcome to the family Loves Fate
Visit and show some love. Talk soon!
Mc Rib is back
November 18 2023 9:59pm Mood:Sleepy
Hey whats up? My mouse is being a butt lol. Well today got up early and went to go and get some free food and i got a free turkey, some peanut butter and jelly for the kids and then i got watermelon, cucumbers and some other stuff. So came home and dropped it off and put stuff up and then left again an went to kroger and got a few things that we needed. Then got coffee at starbucks and then i invited my dad and mom to go to mc donalds to get the mc rib. It sure was good. It turned out to be a nice day though. I came home and slept. I called my daughters aunts daughter for her birthday she tunred 7. Talked to her for a bit and then i let her go and then curled up and went to sleep. Still sleepy. So gonna shower and go back to sleep. Tired and so sleepy. Anyways thats pretty much it. I need to change my coffee drink but i love frappis there just so good. So its hard to just pass up ya know. Oh and i signed up for the christmas thingie for the kids. So i can get some help and they accepted it. I wasn't sure if they were. They asked for there clothes sizes and i put that down. Just simple things. Money is going to be tight this christmas i just don't know what to get them for christmas since they have pretty much everything. Probably just need clothes lol. I have to come on the 9th. in the afternoon. So well see what i can find for them. Hopefully they have some cool stuff. Id be happy with whatever.Shes like don't bring no kids lol. Im like yea i know. I wonder if they will wrap for you. Or is it something i have to do. Cause i suck at wraping lol..You should see how i wrap lol. I wish i could be prefect at wraping lol. But it comes out like shit lol. Anyways thats pretty much all i thought they were going to want to see proof of income but she never said anything. it was pretty easy and fast. Anyways thanks for reading. Talk soon!
Good week, Even though it went fast.
November 17 2023 at 7:38pm Mood:happy
It turned out to be a nice day. It was cold this morning so i wore jeans with a nice comfortable tshirt. By the time it got in the after noon it was starting to get hot. Went and took my dad to get blood work done and then went to mc donalds to have breakfast. I really wanted the mc rib but it was to early for that. Then stopped at lowes and saw my kids old Princeple she is the sweeties she don't work there anymore but it was nice seeing here. We laugh and talked for a min and then we walked away. We went to go look for something and then my mom said she was ready to go lol. so we walked down the isles looking for my dad and i told my mom i bet you anything he is over there were we are and we are over here looking for him lol and sure enough he was. i found him though. Then went to heb got a bunch of cucumbers. I been eating them every night and i been loosing weight. i eat them as a snack.Then we came home and i was looking for my airpods cause they were not in my purse so i thought i had lost them again so i looked in my old purse and they were still in there thank god. Oh and i found $30 bucks hiding in there i was like score. Maybe tomorrow will go get those mc ribs :D. anyways im doing ok. I had a real good day. Just that I didnt sleep yesterday night i stayed up till 3am watching some series on netflix. I dunno why i couldnt sleep. But oh well i slept a little around 8am lol. so im trying not to take any naps so i can sleep tonight. Well talk to you all later. Thanks for reading! ;)..
Didn't see this coming
November 16, 2023 at 8:46pm mood: bored
Hello out there so at the bottom of the this page you will see were you can click on to see past blogs. I didnt want to link them 1 and so on. If you want to look back on the things i went through then you can go back and i know you still can't comment it was a reason for that. lol.. Wow December is getting here fast. I dunno what im going to get the kids this year. I havent asked for there list on what they want. Its going to be a short one. But hey atleast we got a roof over our head and food in the fridge. Today nothing happen. I just talked to my bestie.She knows who she is :D. I pretty much stayed home oh wait i called to change PCPs and im looking for a neuology i probably buttered that word lol. But its a place to see someone about my tremors and i gotta call tomorrow for my son he needs to go see one to for his epiplipsy. So i gotta make apointments here and there for him. He needs a check up for sure. My mom was telling me he probably wont ever drive or can work so that sucks for him. I kinda knew but i wasnt sure. He wants to drive to. I think its good for him to learn but it really sucks he wont get to do those things ya know. So thats what i will be doing is calling and making apointments. Well i don't got really anything to talk about or say. But im going to say if your friends with someone who hates people and you follow them and wont make any friends because your main friend doesnt like that person. Were not in highschool kids. You are aloud to have other friends. Incase you need to know.! ttyl
Single Soon
November 15 2023 at:7:52pm Mood:Good
Hey whats is up? It was a lovely day i couldnt have asked for any other day. Got up early to help my mom and dad get some stuff at walmart and then we went to bells i got some shirts for this kiddo cause he is just keeps growing out of eerything. Trying to wait till Christmas so i can't get them new clothes and stuff like that. They both need clothes. I think the jeans that don't really fit me im gonna give them to my daughter cause like im loosing weight im gonna have to go to the next size. But well see if she likes them i got a lot of pairs that i had bought before it got cold. I picked out some ice cream and then came home and then put our stuff up and then got the kids they were hungry so we stopped at taco bell and my son wanted Mc donalds he got chicken nuggets his favorite and me and daughter got taco bell to eat after i got everything for everyone i forgot about my mom and then i felt terriable about it. But since mine came with like 3 tacos i couldn't really finish the 3rd one and so i gave her half and then gave her some fries and my drink cause it was to sweet for me and my stomach was hurting from eating to much. I can't eat like i use to. I have a limit and then im done which is better for me cause i'll loose more weight for my health ya know. But thats pretty much sums up today. Im not even hungry just thristy but gonna probably stick with water tonight. Anyways is everyone ready for Thanksgiving?
Has this Month gone fast or what?
November 14 2023 at 8:02pm Listing to music. Mood:Happy
Well today i didnt even feel like brushing my hair. Honestly i dunno what to do with it anymore. its short and im letting it grow out and its a pain to keep it down so i probably look like some crazy lady lol.. Haha oh well it is what it is. Im just gonna roll with it.. Today we didn't do anything just slept off and on due to this weather. I can't believe that we we just started November and next week is Thanksgiving. Kids are excited. I think we are just going to go out to eat somewhere as a family and get some turkey. It's just to much for my mom to deal with cooking. It's alot for one person. So hopefully where ever we go the kids can take a 2nd plate home so they will have something to eat later..I think our community is having it next week for free so we plan to go to that one. Its that time of year to enjoy being around family and laughing and having a good time.. Anyways i just can't believe that the holidays are here. Am i ready for Christmas uh no. Before you know it will be new years eve.. wow time sure has gone to fast. anyways talk soon!
Another Week..
November 13 2023 at 8:29pm Mood: Im ok
Hello out there. Just missing my bestie.. So what did we do today well i got up super early to go with my mom and dad to go get papers for the VA my dad served the Army long time ago and now dealing with them is a pain. They take forever to move knowing you need something done.So it was pretty early that we left and i went to sleep in the back lol. Hopefully tomorrow i don't have to get up early. I hate to early mornings ut i love getting up. Anywyas i brought home panda express for the kiddos. Check mail and nothing and then came home. Been home ever since. Made some cucumbers about an hour ago and eat that for a snack. Anyways it turned out to be good day/ Can't really complain lol. Hope you have a good night ;)
November 12 2023 at 9:35pm mood: fantastic
Hey people of the internet. Whats up? hope everyone is doing good. I dunno what is up with my internet it works but i can't even view dot orgs, dot info websites at all. Just dot coms its really werid. Anyways I was telling my mom about how my friends grandma told everyone what i said to her and my mom started giggling and said shes an elderly lady she probably trying to get a reaction from my friend. So we laughed it off.. But still kinda bumed that she still wont talk to me. Oh well we had been friends since 2006 and i can't belive just cause i told her grandma were she was at she got mad at that. Ugh it sucks though but it is what it is i can't change it. I didn't know she wasn't talking to her grandma. So how was i supposed to know lol. anyways lets see what did i do today nothing just slept cause its that time of month which i really hate but maybe it'll finish faster so have to look at the bright side of it lol. Hopefully tomorrow its not like that. Well thats all about what went on today.. bye!
It started to be an alright day woke up early and had to help my mom stuff envlopes which something i wasn't looking forwar to this morning. Well around close to 10am people started showing up and we started the meeting at 10am. We prayed and then we did the flag and sat down and then we got to talking about the members on the board, talk about the roads and so on. This man that shows up at every meeting asks the same question all the time. Like were are all the members at? its getting to the point were its annoying he doesn't seem to understand that people have lives and its all volunteer work we don't get paid to be on the board. We had to cange the subject to get him from asking cause its the same thing everytime. Like one lady had a stroke was in the hospital for days shes back and feeling better but it was scary to hear that happen to her just glad shes ok. Oh i haven't got to the good parts that lady i was talking about yeaterday she was all over the place she was supposed to be helping stuffing envlopes but she brought her kids to do the work and while she ran around and was noesy at everything and when that office door was closed she was getting up to get in there. I dunno they made a mistake bringing that lady on the board. Shes gonna be the reason the board goes down hill. I dunno but she needs to be booted out. So we have a new man going to run for Prisdent so hopefully people vote for her. Its a tough job having to be up there ya know. Anyways i stopped at DG today to get some drinks for the kids my son said he wanted some tea or coke and i just brought him a bunch of tea cause they where only a $1. And when my son woke up i texted him and told him i brougt him some tea and he ran over here lol. The cats been crying to get in his room every night lol like no joke. He runs to his room to beat the cat. We think the reason why she wants to go in there is cause its really warm in there. Well thats all for today! talk tomorrow <3
Happy Birthday Bestie
November 10 2023 at 8:45 - Listening to Freestyle Music - Mood:Happy!
Hey whats up internet world? Decided to blog early. So today i woke up pretty early to go grocery shopping and I got everything on my list and was able to get everything we needed to make tonight. I got left with $15 lol but it was so worth it. But we brought chicken, noodles, pickles, Milk, Popcorn and some beef and i got some other things. It turned out to be a cold and raining day today. The only thing living in the country is that its muddy so all your nice clothes gets dirty from the mud. which i hate but other then that i really love it out here. Just thought of moving makes me sad. But anyways Thats pretty much all i did. Today I wish i could of seen my Friend Emilee today is her birthday. I usually take her a cake for her birthday and bring her some makeup or something that she really enjoys having. Im so proud of her she lost alot of weight. I dunno how much she weights but you can see a huge difference. I think she was over 300lbs and now i think shes now 200 close to where i was at. I was like 220, 230lbs and i would never go down and it was so frustrating to deal with. Anyways My friend Emilee started walking to a job that she volunteers at a resell shop in her area where she lives and by walking everyday she lost of weight and shes doing good for her self. Im proud of me cause i lost some weight. I went from 230lbs to 190lbs and thats a huge difference i didn't think i could do it. But i started to stay away from like cookies, sugar and when my kids would ask me mom want a cookie i would say no you eat it. So i got use to saying that. Never really craved anything sweet. So i stopped sugar and remember those times when i was sick and i was thinking it might have to do with not being able to burp and such well comes out to be i was sick from all the toxins in my body. That happen to me twice. Well im better and can finally eat again. But i don't eat much anymore, and i started eating cucumbers and eating that as a snack and i dunno i guess the lemon juice was a help to lol i started noticing that my jeans were falling down even my underwear lol.. I need to go to victorias Secret and get some underwear that fit lol. But i thought it was funny. But i just said what the hell let me weight my self and i did and was shocked. honestly i wasnt doing any work outs either but walking.I started to notice that my stomach was going down and the bread new jeans i got are not fitting me anymore :S so im going to have to go shoping for new jeans lol. Im just so happy to be back to a weight i can feel good about myself ya know. Cause alot of it was depression and i was battling that and anxiety with it and i was not going no where.. Anyways tomorrow on my saturday i gotta get up early ugh. My mom has a meeting to go to and i always go with her so shes not by herself. The only thing is sometimes theres a lady that joined the board is so hateful towards my mom so i gotta stick with her make sure shes ok. I can't stand people like that. This lady loves to start trouble all over facebook. She has me blocked but theres alot of people who dislike her right now. Shes skitchy i dunno who let her ass on the board but they need to remove her. If anything goes down tomorrow in the morning you are the first one to hear about it. That lady is bat crazy. She comes out of her house when someone goes and hangs out by the lake its free to use for anyone and she lives right by it so her noesy ass is always looking like some wild person came out of something to be noesy. anyways well see how it comes tomorrow. If she says anything i'll say something.. Homie don't play that. LOL srsly. anyways talk soon! sorry so long one :)
Foggy Day
11/09/23 at 7:33pm
It was really nice out this morning when we left i just wish it would have stayed colder you know. Rach said it was nice where she was at and i asked her if she could sent some of that weather to texas lol if only right. Anyways i have bad news so my dad's gonna have to do more surgeries which is is very stressful having to see and hear what might happen. Trying to think more positive but its hard seeing your love ones going through something you are not prepared and even though he heard bad news he was upset and i understand were he is coming from i mean who really wants to go through test and cancer treatments i mean it sucks after everything we went through the first time. But im always here to help the best i can. He has bad cough and i think its cause of the lump he has in his throat. I dunno whats to come in the future but i just hope he can live a happy life after all this crap ya know.. Anyways im gonna put some music on and work on adding more stuff to the site i got 3 more websites to work on lol.. <3 talk soon! thanks for reading! say prayers for our family. Thank you!
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A chemical plant Exploaded today
11/8/2023 at 9:08pm
Today we were driving to go to the next town to go see about some paper bags we could get to use like for clothes and other things well while we were driving up there my mom said omg and there was fire well we passed right by it and didn't know what was going on well found out that The Chemical plant that is close to my moms friends house was on fire and we called her up and made sure she was ok. Sure enough she was at work. But i mean to hear that is devasting and it being so close the house. It was so hard to get back home cause some of the streets were being blocked and some were being closed due to the explosion. So we took back roads and then they said only people who lived up there could pass you had to show proof and im like oh boy. Anyways when we got there looked like the fire was gone so they had it controlled already but there was still cops everywhere. But they didnt ask for nothing. there was a man who got first degree, 3rd and 4th degree burns.I really hope he will be ok. I know hes in paid. They light flighted him to the hospital. It was crazy today. I came home and layed in bed and went to sleep for a few mins. I was so tired i dunno from what. Maybe that time a month is sneeking up on me. It says i got 3 days left. Sucks. Hate it. Hate when she comes without an alarm lol. She just comes when she feels like it. LOL anyways im glad were ok and made it safe.. goodnight gonna go watch something i don't know yet of what to watch lol.. goodnight <3
Hey whats up? Things back to normal?
November 7 2023 at 6:24pm
Im thinking that its much later and realizing now that its only 6:25pm. Im still under the old time lol. i get sleepy easily lol. I dont know if thats the way im supposed to feel haha. Anyways i Decided to weight myself today and i was shocked. It said i weight only 190? Whoa really. I tell you what i was probably 230Ilbs And when i saw that im like is it wrong? lol. I wasn't expecting that number at all. Maybe 200 but not 190 lol. Cucumbers for dinner has really help me stay off of junk food and not only have i been eating them but my mom eats them, my daughter wants some now and my son loves them to lol. So i got everyone eating them every night. Im gonna have to get some more tomorrow cause this was my last one. I finally talked to my friend i was telling you about last week how we got into an argument. I don't know who to believe anymore. I feel terable about it. I should of talked to my friend fist about it. It only slipped out once cause i was really concern where she was going on vacation and its a bad part of the world like i wouldn't even go to that place. Im not going to talk about where im just saying i wouldn't recomend anyone going to that place. But anyways hopefully she forgives me and keeps talking to me again. I just want peace over whats going on. Its between her and her grandma it has nothing to do with me. Anyways thats all about what happen today. I went to the dg market and i told my mom needed to get some junk food lol. not for me lol. Just some chips i really wanted and some sprite lol So we filled up the basket with some stuff and we laugh cause we were just there to get a couple of things and ended up getting alot of other things lol. Oh well it was pretty cheap there. It was a good day and oh yea it was about 80 outside and im like where did the cold go i want it back now... Anyways thats all im going to blog today. talk to you all laters. Thanks for hearing me ;)
My Package has been shipped
November 6 2023 at 8:04pm
Yup my package has been shipped. I spluged on some Mystery Boxes from Jeffree star. I didnt get to get them in october because the kids wanted candy, go to the movies and coffee so i had to save money for them both. But i went online and im like i need to spoil myself lol. so i did. probably shouldnt have but oh well i bought them both. Im pretty sure he will have more boxes in Christmas time. He just came out with a new palette trying to decide which one i want. The new palette comes out this friday so trying to save money so i can or might get it. I dunno if i'll get the palette but i want to forsure get the hoodie and the pants cause i love the color. Well see though. anyways today didnt really do much. My sides hurting but i guess its gas. I don't know which is better being sick or having side pains. Anyways deciding on 3 new websites coming soon. 1 will be music related and the other 2 are going to be based on shows i dunno if it'll be 2 or 3. But then i don't really need to make accounts lol. This is my hobby. For now tonight im going to put one together after i blog. Sooo i'll see you later <3
November 5 2023 - 9:56pm
So this morning my mom wakes me up and says she needs to go to heb so i went with her and my dad. Took them both out to get breakfast. I had a hamburger for breakfast lol. It was good. Anyways my dad was happy to get some food in him lol. We went to go to another Grocery store and trying to find some garlic bread and didn't find any but found the frozen one so grabbed those came home and knocked out woke up to my kid in my face mom you hungry lol. Im like nah im good. But then fell back a sleep and then woke up and i went up there to get food she made lasigna it was good. So glad i can eat again. Watch the dogs while i eat lol. Gave them a little taste and they loved it im like you both act like you don't eat lol.. Can't believe its gonna be thanksgiving coming up and then we got Christmas im not ready for the holidays. My sons like can it be thanksgiving already and im like hold your horses lol.. While hes in a hurry to get the food. Im trying to slow it down. Then this year will be over and then my birthday will be here. WOW time is going fast. Anyways gonna go work on some more sites and then will see what else i do. talk soon!
Movies, Popcorn, Pickle and Candy and Drinks
November 4 2023 - 11:02pm
Well today was a fun day for the kids. Remind me why i don't have 3 kids lol. Well took my 2 kids and my nephew to see freddys and i fell a sleep lol. It was good from what i saw but i was tired lol. My kids were both like mom wake up lol.. i couldnt stop laughing later and they were laughing to. We had a really good time and then we got some coffee.. Well we don't go out ofthen so it was a treat and i had fun!..We need to go more often. We don't go anywhere as it is. I went ahead and got me two myster boxes from Jeffree Star. Im excited.. I think one of the palettes im going to get is going to be sent to my friend Emilee. She was asking for white and gray shadows. Its just so hard to sent out since its so expensive. Well refresh your cache i chenged layouts. I was so un inspired lol joking haha well i probably use those same exact colors before and re used them again oh well.. it is what it is. Hope you all like this one.. Well goodnight <3
Lost a Friend :(
November 3 2023 - 8:21pm
Where do i begin? I had a friend ive knowed since 2006 and she use to webdesign and well a few years ago we use to talk about everything and now that she got married to a man she only knew for a little while she got married to him to fast. I mean I supported her decison on what she wanted. But i didn't think it would come to this to loose a friend over something crazy. She was going on vacation and she only told me i guess and i told her grandma because i was concern for her safty and the vacation she took wasnt a safe place i wouldn't go with so much going on down there and so i guess she found out and now she don't want to talk to me. I didnt know she was not talking to her grandma who raised her and who has brought her up and was very sweet and not to mention there was alot of things i mean i didn't do it on purpose. Shes my bestfriend i wouldnt do anything to hurt her feelings. But i was stepping on needles when i was talking to her. Id left her alone when she was spending time with her hubby and i repected that. I dunno it was silly to get mad over ya know. But if she wants to throw away a friendship thats been together since 2006 i dunno what to think anymore. I think her husband tells her not to talk to me. Which is fine but i been through the exact same thing. I know what abuse looks like. No hard feelings i wish her the best. Hope shes happy.. Want her to be happy. Only want the best for her. So i blocked her it was hard to decide that but i had to do it. If she wants to talk she has my new number and can text me or get a hold of me. Im just disapointed in her ignoreing her grandma.. :( im disapointed that we really only talk about certain things. Shes not the same anymore. I feel bumbed about it :( i feel like crying and i keep tinking why would she be so mad at something to silly. Ugh. I really hate this. We talked almost everyday and i would tell her about the kids and she tell me about her day or what she made for dinner. I knew that day would come up. But i didnt think that day would be today :(. I feel so lost. Who am i going to talk to when im sad or tell what i did with the kids. :( .. Today i saw a some elderly lady pull out and ended up hitting a car next to her. The car was moving like she was going to get out and thats what happens when you don't payattention anyways she hit it so hard that she hit another car so that was 2 she hit. I really felt bad for the elderly lady// :( hope they got it solved and no one was hurt. But me and my mom where like WHOA. The only things we see ya know. Anyways taking the kids to the movies tomorrow. I updated Pineapple Dream I did a layout just like so simple and put together and made that. So hopefully you guys like it <3 let me know what other movies you want to see and put it on the cbox if you want me to review it ;) talk soon!
Sleepy alot lately
November 2,2023 - 10:48pm
Wow Did November get here fast or what? well paid all my bills not that i wanted to but had to lol, It's no fun having to pay but atleast im ok. The kids wanna go to the movies this weekend so guess im going to take them. I havent been to the movies in a while. But it'll be good to get out with them.. Anyways how is everyone doing? hope all is good. Well I wasn't getting no messages today and yesterday for i think 3 or 4 days and i messed with it and now its back up again. it was annoying cause i think my mom messaged me like 13 times and nothing and then she finally walked up to my room and was like whats wrong and i said nothing and shes like i been messaging you all day and nada lol. Im like i havent got no message and we tried it out and nothing.. so tonight i message verizon and they told me to do something and i did turn off and on and all of sudden all my messages came through.
thank god <3 anyways thats about all tonight. talk soon!