Happy Thanksgiving everybody

November 24 2022 - watching youtube!

WOw! has this month gone Fast or what? I can't believe that Christmas is around the corner. Im not ready lol.. Anyways this is going to be a short blog as i don't got much to say but to tell my views Happy THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!
We find out good news i hope the chemo is working! Praying always helps so sent prayers, good vibes. talk soon!

hello, there..whats new? the layout maybe?!?

11/07/22 - watching Gossip girl

Hey whats up? its been a minute i needed a break, I read more people trying to keep drama between me and "that girl" ive done stop talking about her and moved on. My life doesn't revolve around just her. I got more things to worry about. I'll stop it there.

LIFE update on my dad, well he does good some days and some days hes not ok but it just depends what day it is. We need Good prayers sent out. He gets a scan after thanksgiving hopefully well say that the chemo be outta his life. ugh i hate cancer. Anyways i gotta say he wants to be useful so when he wants to go somewhere hes like ok where else lol..

I good say that for the couple days i wondered what happen to Aaron Carter when i first saw him was me growing up in the 90s and backstreet boys was my thing back in the day i was in love..Not to mention when Aaron Carter came out i was like omg he can sing. Well i looked him up and found him on instgram and i added him, well he message me asking if i knew who he was and i thought it was just some fake account it wasn't verfied yet and i got kind of curious found out later i was talking directly to him. Well i said ofcourse i know you are you are one of the guys on bsb little brother and thats how i know you, anyways i started noticing he would get on live and he was the most awesome sweet, kind young man, he would video chat his fans and to little girls who adored him and was amazed how he handle it. How many celebritys do you know who would persnoally message you, video chat with you? i don't know any but him he was very sweet. Is this a dream that this traggic came at a sense to OMG WHAT? So he died on saturday and im like how could this happen. But mental health is a real struggle, cause i tend to struggle everyday. But what keeps me going is the support i have and my kids. If it wasn't for them i dunno where i would be. So please Pray for Aaron carter's family. Anyways im just so heartbroken about him. I couldn't belive he was gone, how could have this happen? Maybe god needed him more then we did and hopefully he is up in heaven singing with the angels. May he rest in peace..

Anyways i been doing ok, just getting by and trying to stay at float, but gotta say thank god im ok. I am partialy back i just am heartbroken about Aaron carter i still can't belive hes been gone 2 days already and feels like a dream. I worry about his son though, hopefully his ex always tells her son about him as he grows up..
Anyways gonna go shower talk soon!

Whats new?

Nov 1 2022 - Mood:Im doing ok!

your gonna see things moved around and im on a little haitus but left open. when i get back i'll blog. talk soon!